Monday, 23 December 2013

Decisions that matter.

I just remembered how I ended up with my hairdo.  I had been so tired of paying ridiculous amounts of money for hair but more than that I was going through so many changes. I felt I was in a space were I could express on the outside the liberation I felt on the inside.
I had wanted to cut my hair for a while but I was worried about the shape of my head, also I had seen how different I could look with every hairstyle I had done previously so I was concerned about how it would turn out. But the stubborn in me then wanted to prove to Lord knows who and perhaps even myself that I wasn't made by hair and that I could stick to decisions that I make.
Now I  absolutely love it.
As I'm typing this I recognise that moment as a small victory. I think we all have that one thing that isn't the easiest to overcome but we know that if we overcame it we can overcome anything...yeah! Although my hair isn't that thing, it is a step closer to my decisions translating to action.