Relationship...What an amazing thing God has given us, what a trying thing too.

I'm very conscious of my relationships, I thought it was actually an insecurity but I've come to realize it's actually a blessing. Thing is God requires us to actually decide if we wanna be hot or cold, His friend or not, if you are in between He'll spit you out. Revelations 3:16. God is not interested in a partial commitment, a "let's see where this will take us" kind of arrangement. He wants a willing heart and He also wants the fact that we are willing to be in relationship with Him to translate into our lives, He wants us to demonstrate our feelings with actions. 

This vibe I have about relationships is actually okay. I think it doesn't have to even be awkward or complicated. We should just pursue the people we want to have in our lives, and demonstrate our willingness to have them and communicate with honesty, because little things can become monsters that blow up in our faces decades later. Relationships are just people coming into each others lives, fully.