Sometimes all you need to do is REMEMBER.

It's been a very interesting couple of months. Going through things that had me on very high highs and incredibly low lows. It's crazy, Derek from Grey's Anatomy said once that "people sometimes do things that might kill them, but that doesn't mean they want to die" I find that to be disturbingly true. Like some situations you know are more dangerous than others but in that time you want to do them anyway. I just feel like we should all make decision we are comfortable living with, it's not about right and wrong, just whether or not we are willing to own that and have it attached to our list of things having done.
My mommy does this thing with me when I'm sad or down, she asks: "kganthe ke wena mang?" meaning "who are you?" to say whatever happens, remember who you are. I prayed the other night for God to tell me again some of the stuff He's told me about who I am. I needed Him to tell me again because forgetfulness is the cousin of fear. I'll admit that some decisions I've made were as a result of having forgotten who I am, once I remember I adjust. I love having the space to change my mind, to be able to turn around and try again, I think we all deserve that.